POSITIVE atttitude!

My grandma passed in early April, and as I went throught he stages of greif (Denial, Anger, Bargaining Depression), I found myself stuck at deppression. Finally at her funeral on April 16, I found myself at acceptance. I am glad she is at peace after years of pain.

But I was also very uncomfortable at the funeral, as I was having odd cramps. The next day I thought I got my period, and counted myself out for the month. I started to be a little depressed about it, but realized we would just try again next month! I decided to be positive!

By Tuesday April 20, though, when my full period had yet to arrive, I was wondering if might be pregnant after all?! I couldn't sleep that night. I kept feeling like, "I think I'm pregnant." I got up at 4 am to pee, and still no period discharge at all. So when I woke up again, I decided to test. My hands were shakey and it took me forever to open the foil bag. But I did, and. . . the second line started showing up after 30 seconds! I went and got dressed and came back, and it was still there! I called Tim to see how long he would be working today (late), so I decided I couldn't wait to tell him. He said, "We're pregnant! That's amzaing!" I can hardly believe it! I'm 4 1/2 weeks pregnant!